A Bit About Me
Your Guide to Health, Happiness & Harmony
I am a passionate and dedicated practitioner of holistic health, which for me includes bringing conscious awareness to the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual aspects of myself.
I acknowledge and work to clear what isn't serving me, and make space for all the wonderful things I am intentionally directing my thoughts and my feelings towards to draw into my life.
As is likely the case with all of us it has been a long, interesting and circuitous journey thus far.
I feel I am at a great place now, ups and downs included. No matter where I am in my journey I continue intentionally developing myself for my entire life, it is a perpetual process. I am comfortable embracing the mystery and continuously seeking and moving towards the deeper and deeper truths within and without.
The more time I can spend consciously aware of my experience the more agency I can have in directing it. I truly love and appreciate myself, which I believe is the most important and unselfish thing we can do. The more time we spend loving ourselves the better our lives will be and by extension the more love we will have to offer in a healthy way to everyone else. Not everyone will necessarily be open to receive the love we offer, and that is ok, everyone is on their own journey and I appreciate freedom above all else. I believe we always have the freedom to choose, even if it it at times doesn't seem that way in our current societies.
I would love to help you intentionally connect with your heart, body, mind and soul, love yourself fully, and experience the healthy, happy, harmonious life that you deserve.
More About My Story
As I mentioned it has been a long and circuitous journey thus far.
I was born in Vancouver on April 27th, 1981. My mom is from Vancouver and my dad is from Liverpool. My parents brought my brother David into this world in 1984 and then separated in I believe 1986. My parents were very much in love, and they loved my brother and I, but they didn't seem to have been taught the communication or mindfulness skills to create a healthy relationship longer term. They each married new partners and ultimately down the road divorced again as well. They had many wonderful times in these marriages, and of course everything is always unfolding as it is meant to. There were also many difficult and challenging times. I can appreciate the entire journey now, and I love and appreciate my mom, dad, brother, half sisters, past and present step parents and siblings, and all of my family.
Our mainstream institutions and systems do not generally teach us the most important bodies of knowledge that if applied will lead to living a healthy, happy, harmonious life.
I appreciated my parents' journey, and they both have many admirable qualities and I of course learned many things from them. I also knew that I had a lot more to learn about life, how to live it, and how to be. After high school I left my parents homes and while I could take care of myself, I wasn't truly equipped with the knowledge, wisdom, awareness, communication skills or even self love to truly thrive and to be truly healthy and happy. I have generaly tended to be very optimistic, which I am very grateful for, but I was also very critical of myself.
I have always been very athletic and have exercised in many ways regularly, and often intensely.
Despite this I had low back issues primarily on the left side since early high school. I was getting no truly satisfactory answers as to why, and I went to the chiropractor regularly. In my early 20's I began physiotherapy, which I liked. I intuitively knew I had to heal myself and I was doing many core exercises at physio. In my mid 20's I was very fit and strong, working out and playing soccer a lot, but also 'partying' recreationally somewhat excessively and neglecting my lumbar spine maintenance. I wound up herniating my L2-L3 disc on the left side at about 26.
I did a lot of physiotherapy to manage my herniated disc and get it back to a reasonable level. All of my exercise and physiotherapy kept me fit and strong and my back was manageable but the conventional messaging and what I was experiencing indicated I'd likely have to live with this pain for the rest of my life. I am left handed and I also seemed to have left sided issues arise here and there throughout my life. I have always highly valued my health and I wanted to figure this out.
At about 32 I entered a new relationship and at this time I started to phase out of the 'partying' and I started practicing more meditative yoga. This led to me walking through the door to spirituality and 'alternative' health and healing. I tried, learned, practiced, and applied many different health, healing and spirituality oriented practices moving forwards. I have always felt I had an open mind, but I can say with certainty it opens further every single year. Every year I shed disempowering beliefs that are generally portrayed to us all as fact that upon closer inspection are anything but. Now I am forever moving towards more freeing and empowering truths, knowing full well the journey will never end while I'm in this body.
I continued to work on my spinal and other health challenges primarily in these holistic ways, and I seemed to be doing well, though there would at times be what seemed like setbacks. For a couple years I had some fairly severe cervical spine issues, and a lot of neck pain.
I had continued down the yogic path and in 2019 I did my instructor training with my primary yoga teacher and close friend Tracy. I didn't know if I would actually begin teaching, likely because I still had a limiting belief around it, but soon after I did gradually begin instructing yoga and meditation and ultimately loved it. We embark on a journey together as I move through the entire class along with the students while articulating many clearing, shedding, love, truth, health, healing, abundance, connection and freedom oriented concepts.
By 2020 I had done a fair bit of inner and outer work in my life and I was in a fairly healthy and aware place; I still did and always will have a long ways to go. What I now call the Covid Hoax Plandemic was launched in early 2020 and right away I was unconcerned as I could see that almost all people in real life were fine.
The Covid hoax became a wonderful opportunity for those who chose to take it. It inspired and enabled us to slow down, to learn, to grow, to evolve, to make change, to connect, to raise the level of awareness, and ultimately to raise the level of our own consciousness. I has been such an incredible and transformative period for myself and for so many others.
I left the mechanical contracting industry I'd worked in for years, and made many other shifts in my life. I learned so much about the control structure of our societies and the social engineering that takes place pertaining to our education ~ indoctrination systems, the 'health' care systems, the media and Hollywood mind control institutions, the military, 'law' enforcement and the court systems, the intelligence and 'space' (deception) agencies, and our puppet governments being used to give us the illusion of choice while transferring majority of our wealth to their corporate and central bank owner rulers. I love acknowledging and shedding disempowering and victimizing beliefs.
Some people may find this line of enquiry depressing or destabilizing, but for myself I always want the truth above all else no matter what it is and I ultimately find the new state of consciousness I emerge into to be far more freeing and empowering than the previously state.
I know I've mentioned this before here, but in my opinion learning to be comfortable embracing the mystery of it all is a foundational element of a life well lived here. We want to continually delve deeper and deeper within, and deeper and deeper into the very nature of this reality, which will likely remain largely a mystery until our soul likely departs at the end of this life.
With all of the shedding of limiting beliefs, the mindfulness, the self love, the exercise, the yoga, the meditation, and the many other health, healing, truth and freedom oriented practices my health was good and my back was in reasonable shape. I was still to uncover the most foundational piece on the health and healing journey though.
In late 2021 and early 2022 I heavily researched and determined that viruses, which I'll define simply here as contagious pathogens, had never been isolated, never been proven contagious, and never been proven pathogenic. So what does cause the alleged viral symptoms?
Very synchronously German New Medicine found me at this time via my new friends Kerstin and Natasha. German New Medicine (aka Germanische Heilkunde, GHK, and GNM) and the 5 Bioloigical Laws of Nature was developed by Dr. Hamer and it describes the true causes of all of the symptoms conventional medicine labels illness, disease, allergy, and psychosis, including all of the alleged viral symptoms, cancers, and spinal issues. All of these symptoms are meaningful, they have a purpose, they are caused by perceived conflicts, and upon timely conflict resolution our bodies complete the healing. We do acknowledge that physical injury, acute poisoning, and malnutrition can cause associated symptoms that are not caused by a perceived conflict.
All of the symptoms I had or was currently experiencing finally made a lot more sense, and now I had the scientific evidence to understand my meaningful symptoms. It truly is an inside job and by delving into our own perceptions, thoughts, feelings, emotions, and biological 'needs' we can find the answers, bring awareness to the causes, shift our perceptions, make practical changes, let go of fear, judgement, resentment, and self criticism, understand our symptoms, and allow our bodies to heal.
GNM is the science of the Psyche - Brain - Organ/Tissue(body), and it is a massive paradigm shift from the conventional model of fearing and fighting symptoms in most cases with no clue of the cause. It may still take a lot of work to learn and resolve certain conflicts and heal, particularly while breaking the programming of this old, disempowering and victimizing paradigm, but I promise it is worth it and it is incredibly positively life changing and meaning making.
There is another GNM section on this website if you'd like more info, and I run a free Zoom GNM study group you are welcome to join as well. Please contact me for more information.
I'll describe my back symptoms through my perception of the meaningful GNM paradigm.
In GNM biological handedness is significant. As a biologically left handed man my right side is my mother-child side and my left side is my partner side, which is anyone not perceived as a mother or child. A biological right hander is opposite, though some right handers may actually be biologically left handed and were conditioned to operate as right handed.
When I was 11 or 12 I developed a varicocele, which is an enlargement of the veins supplying the testicle. In my case I deveopled the varicose veins on the left side, and the left testicle hung lower.
Conventional medicine is amazing at emergency medicine, cuts and breaks, mechanical injuries, and they have fantastic diagnostic tools, but they don't know the cause of anything else, and the solutions offered are generally either cutting, burning, or poisoning the symptoms.
There was no known reason for my varicocele and they recommended surgery. They cut through my lower abdominal wall on the left side and mucked around with the veins. It took a few weeks for me to recover physically and it didn't really seem to fix anything. By the time I was 13 or 14 I experienced chronic lower back pain, primarily on the left side, partner side.
Most of our bones, joints, ligaments, blood vessels, lymph nodes and vessels, and striated muscles are made up of new mesodermic tissue and are controlled from what we in GNM call the cerebral medulla region of the brain, which is within the cerebral cortex. The primary conflict theme for the new mesodermic tissues are self devaluation conflicts with different flavours for different areas of the body and types of tissues.
The lumbar spine is affected by a central self devaluation conflict, feeling unsupported, and feeling that there is too much pressure. There is an ulceration of the tissue in the conflict active phase while we are actively devaluing ourselves, so our tissues degrade. There is inflammation and pain in the repair phase as our body heals. Similar to after an intense workout, a cut, or a bone break, the repair is painful, but the healing is taking place and the biological purpose here is to build the tissues back stronger so we are better equipped for future conflicts of this time.
I believe my varicocele and perhaps the subsequent surgery played a role in my low back challenges as well as the testicles (and ovaries for women) tie back to L2-L3, which is where I believe my back challenges began and is where I had the herniated disc in my mid 20's.
Everything I have learned and applied has been very helpful on my health and healing journey, particularly the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual aspects of yoga, the heightened awareness.
The German New Medicine is foundational health and healing knowledge for everyone, and it was absolutely critical in shifting my perception of my symptoms, raising my awareness even higher, giving me this deeper understanding of the intelligent design of our beings, and the absolutely inseparable connection between our Psyche - Brain - Body (organ/tissue) while we are here in our bodies on our abundant Mother Earth.
It is fundamentally important that we strive to connect with our conscious, expansive awareness and know ourselves deeply, that we acknowledge and relinquish self criticism, that we love and appreciate ourselves always, and that we learn to trust ourselves and our bodies completely.